How much more can i suffer and lose?

Jeg har ikke blogget på en stund pga mye som skjer for tiden, jeg har sittet hjemme den siste uka med influensa, mange krangler og 200 bilder å laste opp på photobucket.

Jeg var i bursdag forrige helg, sørgelig. Jeg følte meg som en drittunge som bare satt der, morro var det akkurat ikke. Mange bilder fikk jeg tatt, men still, hva gjør man når man har utakknemlige venner (No offense!) Nå holder influensaen på å gi seg, noe som jeg er gledelig glad for.

Uansett, vet ikke når jeg får blogget nestegang, har mange prøver å ta igjen, så har jeg tentamen, muntlig prøve, eksamen og velge skoler osv. Jaja, wish me good luck!

Og, headern er ny, likern ikke. Vil i grunn ha en simpel side, men jeg suger jo hardt med dette. Vurderer å hente css’en min fra Cityremix å fikse denne greia fra der.

Morfaren min har også fått kreft, jeg glemte visst å si det. Jeg tar det veldig sterkt grunnet til at Mormoren min også døde av kreft, grandtanten min har hatt kreft, grandonkelen min døde av kreft og en annen tante av meg har kreft.

Watch your life change/ 16

Oh yes, neida. Min gamle mobil (Les nye) er øddelagt av fuktskader. (Faen ta deg Caroline! aka meg) så jeg får min broders gamle mobil istede, Nokia N82 Egentlig er den ganske chill, men jeg liker ikke alt den dritten den har på forsiden, eller før meny greia. Argh!! Ellers så får jeg en klapp telefon av han, i typen Sony.

Uansett, i går var det 15. Noe som er en hellig dato for Caro, jaha lurer nok du på nå, men jeg ble nemlig 16 i går!
Woooooooooooooooooooooo! Feiret den i dag though, så om venninna mi får asen i gang og sender bilder, legger jeg ut bilder så straks jeg får tak i de.

Adios!

Jeg er for lat, og syk

Så, alle mine forrige innlegg er skrevet på engelsk, så i dag (den 13) tar jeg meg friheten til å skrive på mitt kjære mosmåls språk, nemlig Norsk. Ikke at jeg er så veldig glad i det, men det holder.

Jeg syntes alltid jeg finner/kommer opp med så dårlige headere, layout osv. Men jeg tror jeg har fikset det denne gangen, håper jeg hvertfall.

Bursdag er om 2 dager (Overimorgen) Og ikke nok med det som faenskap, så har jeg blitt syk, og jeg som egentlig skulle ta polio vaksine må vente til min kjære kropp er blitt frisk. Som jeg leste på dagbladet, eller nrk (?) så skal visstnok 5-10% av landet bli syke med influensa neste uke. Nice spådom spør du meg.

Skal på skolen i morgen (Please god, do not let me die!) Og jeg poster sikkert et outfit. Adios Amigos!

Ps. Ny side, contact. Bilde siden skal få noe thum. etterlannet, slik at du bare set en croppet version, men om du trykker, vil du se hele bildet.

Too far gone

So, my sister told me that we will do cover songs in our music class, and we gotta sing and play. 1st. I can’t sing 2nd. I can’t play either. It will be a disaster, but i won’t give up.

I watched Twilight last night, and i made myself clear; I will not have a crush on Robert Pattison.. Well.. let’s say the plan didn’t work out.

For some reason, i’ve lost track on how to blog. Funny, but true. I’m just too far gone.

Updated with a new page; Pictures. Take a look!

The Perfect drug -not

No, i’m not dead. I’ve been having some problems with my foot, my left one to be exact. Somehow i’d manage to break the upper feet thing (you know, the thing before the toes?)

And, i figured out that i can’t post any pictures in the blog, why? I don’t know. Stupid? Yes, very! Anyways, i’ll watch Twilight with someone from school, she saw it last night (Premiere) and she want to watch it again, so why not? I promised myself not to watch it illegally on the net, and i kept it!

Oh, if everyone send $5 to me at my birthday, i’ll be pleased! (January 15th)

Watch your life change

I’m just starting off to say Happy new year, and it’s now 13 days until my sweet-16. I’ll be happy if someone would send me some dollars  

I think i may have fucked up everything between me and the dude i’m having a crush on, however let’s hope i didn’t. I think i’m the most inspiring person in the entire world. Me and my pajamas of course. I haven’t spoken to anyone in the last 5 days, and i think i may have 20 messages on my phone from the new year eve that i haven’t yet responded on. Yay, i’m such a good friend. not.

For some reason, i have started to dislike my crush, i don’t know why. Maybe because i’ve just realized that it never will happen, and that he’s a prick.  Oh, i’m neither getting help from anyone, not my friends, not anyone. Just god damn perfect! 

They don’t understand what this have caused or what i’ve lost, or what it’s have taken me to get here even though thing is being shit clear, i’m still waking up in the middle of this nightmare. And even though it’s been another year, it’s like he’s aware that i’m standing here, i wonder if he even care? Lately i’ve been living my like this song but i gotta start living for myself, i’m gonna do what i gotta do, and i ain’t gonna proof shit to you.

I don’t know, but for some reason i have this specific lyric in my head.  What do you think it means?

Hallelujah 16 days!

It hurts to see a friend turn their back on ya 

It’s the last hour of 2008, and well, it’s never too late to blog. I’m currently eating Oreo cake, however it didn’t turn out how i wanted it to be. Happy New year! 

 

The perfect drug

Nope, not talking about painkillers, talking about clothes. And well, i need some new sleeves. I need to admit that i haven’t bought a new sleeve for the past four months, but instead two hoodies and a pair of jeans. The time for some new sleeves is here, and i need your help. I wanna buy some from American Apparel, but i don’t know. Any tips of where i could look for a plain, simple sleeve? 

Anyway, tomorrow is the last day of the year, and shit it will be 16 days until i’ll turn 16. Quote from the ‘Fjortis’ (Fourteen) Language : OMG!!!! It’s my birthday this month! OMG OMG OMG 

No more sorrow

Lately i’ve been more sad, depressed than ever, so i found out that i need to have a chat with my mom about this. The only problem is how, how can i talk to her. I don’t have a very close, but close relationship. 

I’ll change some clothes that were too big, two pair of jeans and a t-shirt, the one below. 

God I feel so happy, i don’t know why, maybe it’s because my crush is over? I didn’t tell him after all, and maybe that was for the best. I dunno, however Todays outfit: 

sorry for the amazingly good not-moving-on-the-camera picture.

Going out of my fucking mind.

So.. This is what i got for christmas, and it was well.. how can i say this on a “good” way. Pathetic, idiotic, funny. A 16 year old kid who got an unicorn t-shirt for christmas. Surprising. 

Anyway, New years eve is around the corner, what are you going to do? Any plans for the night?